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I Did not Realize That Would Change My Life ...

Thanks to everyone who commented on the episode scrorso ... Also today I have to thank katheryan who helped me in times of block ... especially with the final choice
. The last time you guessed the right scenario ... I have become more stronzina
XD I guess I state that from now on is likely to be criticized Kidney Dante ... and I wonder, am I so want them xD
but nothing else and leave you under the cut. =)












"Oh my God ... Seth does not make a tragedy ... there are only four floors below!
" So have you decided? You'll go to the party ... If you have decided for the apartment? "
Renee was red in the face ... started to deteriorate and focused on the techniques of Sakya grandfather not to lose what little patience she had left.
"Yes, I have also decided that - he decided that opening the cabinet doors and giving it away - I would not be moving, do not go away from here and there's nothing you can say that will convince me of the contrary"
She had heard loud snort and then he blurted out, "You're a spoiled child, that's what you are!"
"I? Maybe it will be a fad, but this house is my ! I paid and I do not I mean ... you've decided to leave everything alone, you have talked to me? Sure, but I've really heard? No Seth, you've heard but never listened. You know I hate that hovel and you know how much I love this apartment, this apartment is for me a goal, a memory ... and I will not leave because you are a retrograde, livid with rage looked at him with eyes darting had slackened in five minutes ... all that was repressed during those weeks. He had to go over to Sakya.



"Well ... I'll be back after two days and this is the reception ... not only you care to deliberate what are my thoughts but insult me just because they gave me the retrograde want my girl show her ass to the whole nation! And not just ... well you go to a party! "
" You've been gone two days ... you are not back from Vietman - had mocked him, perhaps with malice ... but when she became so angry and usually, then, you repented - I will not leave you alone janimar just because you did not want to take the slippers from the feet, we can be together ... but the desire is passing me! "
" He's going to me, do not worry ... enjoy! I'm going to watch the game. "
He slammed the door so hard that he had struck a resonant frames attached the walls and brought down a book.
He had thrown down on the bed with his head in his hands trying to calm down ... shit! Why should he take all that bad? Why do not you understand?
She got up abruptly and had worn the dress hanging on the hanger ... had just finished pulling up the zip when the door was open, showing the smiling face of janimar.
"Seth made me go," he said closing the door.



Renee was immediately rush to embrace it and then get busy with makeup.
looked back Adolescents, piled up next to each other in the bathroom to give himself and the black eyeshadow red lips.
"What? Shall we go? "Rene smiled looking at the result of the mirror.
"Yes! I want to have fun tonight ... "
" Me too! "
" We must capture the moment ", she ran to get my camera resting on a shelf and receiving the self-timer setting ... and posing with her, had taken the photo of an early evening that he did not know, would never forget.



closer they came to the door and the music grew more intense ... and the more people grew.
had crossed the threshold and set a riot of people who drank and danced dressed as various characters, had materialized before them.
Mark was immediately ran to greet him, he was a dear friend, knew him from when he lived there and he had always given the straight ... it was just a great, a legend in New York! He knew everyone and was always on the trail as a new and local.
If you wanted to know where you had to go ask him.
"You have come almost there ... I was hoping that Seth let you leave home!"
is a negative point ... sometimes too much even knew her.
"Eh Instead, here I am! I'm not the dog's Seth! "He said almost angrily to soften and then respond to the embrace.

(the SIMM, Mark, did Claudiola ^ ^)



"Come on ... the alcohol flows freely"
"... I had no doubt," he had whispered janimar ear making her laugh.
Now it seemed the moment of the 80s where musicians like 'venus' or 'Africa' made the room vibrate with their pace.
janimar had just dragged the bar by taking two glasses of vodka ...
"Cheers ... and fuck the men!" He said holding up the cup and making collision with that of Rene laughed before leaving the go and liquid down his throat burning.
"But how many degrees has this stuff? E 'pure alcohol! "
" better ... so maybe it helps me not think about that shit! "
" We went from a Luke asshole? "Janma did not reply, merely to leave them a nudge on the coast before downing of the second cup.



had not insisted further, that the friend did not want to think too much for us that night ... so she had drained the second glass and then he started toward the center of the room where he had broken with her and other friends arrived shortly thereafter. The thing had become
also embarrassing when those fools of his group of friends who, incidentally, had been neglected because Seth was jealous, had begun to take it on the table singing 'Oh Le Le Oh La La Let us see ... let us touch'.
course had taken less than a second to get off the coffee table, purple. He hated that sort of thing and had taken just a slap on the back of his head that Jake was screaming most of all.
"Do not be an idiot!" Had threatened before being plagued by happiness and general to laugh like a fool.
Yes, he was just having fun!
"Wow!" He exclaimed as he had heard janimar made of stone ... he had followed his gaze and she was frozen ... Luke!



And he was he doing there?
He had to be a spectator to the minute where he had worked his way toward them, stopping in front of janimar, and dried, had glared at him.
"What?"
"Can I talk?"
"I do not think the right time ... I'm with my friend."
"Please ... just five minutes'
janimar she turned toward her with the typical look of someone who Calls for a tacit and she was of the opinion ... that would listen, something told her that Luke would welcomed the evening of his friend, he understood from his eyes and when he had other reasons to come and look at a party? Among other things it was not even disguised sign that was not there for the party but for her.
So he nodded. Janimar she turned back to Luke, biting her lip and nodding his head indicating to follow.
I just hope I have done well to give confidence to Luke ... that does not make things worse.



And now he was doing? A group
beside her was a few games in which alcohol, she was not going to participate ... walked through the crowd that moved to a wild time ... music reverberating in your ears.
And then something had settled on his ears planted with the notes of 'Reality', by Richard Sanderson ... she turned in front of him was lost and Dante. Shit! Cos' it was that scene from 'Boum'?
She looked confused, mouth half open in an attempt to regain a regular breathing that he did not want to get there.
Their eyes were fixed in each other and Rene felt his heart explode ... maybe it was a little 'kitsch gesture iPod ear with the music of the time for apples ... but it was perhaps the most beautiful gesture that someone had ever done with her.
could not speak, even to think ... and we failed even less when he felt the warm hand of Dante over her hip and pull him.





And just like in the movie had close dancing slowly, he leaned his head on his shoulder while everyone danced around like a crazy disco music.
A moment that seemed to never end ... just the two of them, no one else was present at that moment. It was as if the room had suddenly cleared and they were the only two occupants of that daydream.
A dream that came alive only when their eyes are crossed.
two of them and their private world made of flames that burn at every touch, even random. The chills on the skin, she felt alive as ever in his life. Viva finally felt turned on at full power ... only he had the keys.

'I met you unexpectedly

I did not realize That my life would change forever Saw you standing there ...
,

did not know I cared there was something special in the air.
Dreams are my reality '



Then silence roared in my ears ... never had hated the silence as at that time. He opened his eyes about him going to try those who were there, ready to welcome her into him.
Why whirlwind of emotions he felt when he was with him? Shit, did not have to, it was so damn wrong. It was an egregious error, he knew.
He felt his hands away from her and she was like a fist, almost a physical pain ... but he realized that it was better that way.
He lowered his eyes staring at the tips of his shoes ... he felt a little shy in front of her ideal man who did not know what to say and hoped to silence him to do something ... anything.
He showed no signs of her talk and, in respectful silence, it had slipped off the headphones handing her over to him. He had to go, if he had not have lost any contact with reality ... he knew it. Now know the reactions of his body when he was walking away from her.



"René!" Janimar's voice made her turn, had seen Dante take a step back and Janma approach her with a smile and embraced her, Luke.
"Listen ... do you mind if I go? I need to talk to him about some things. "I explained with an embarrassed look.
"Of course ... do not worry! Go ahead, we feel tomorrow "
" Contac "had popped two kisses on the cheeks and had withdrawn.
And now again had remained with him that he had not stopped a moment to fix it.
Shit, shit, shit!
"There's too much chaos ... now is the one ... I offer you a cigarette," he looked away from her for a moment, time to take a cigarette and take it between his lips.
'Say no, say no,' he repeated.
"Okay ...", here at last!



Following him in the bar that he felt almost unnerved by her lack of willpower ... it was not only soft, it was non-existent when it was the dark Dante Claim.
was leaning against the railing is cold, and still did not keep his eyes on him, too afraid of his reactions. What you say to a man with whom you almost had sex the night before?!
She did not know ... always had Seth, just Seth.
was not accustomed to such situations and is hated by the mere fact of living it now.
"So it's back ..." his voice was suddenly arrived. Because he had to remind him?!
"Can I ask you something? - Had not even given time to respond that he had stopped looking forward to watching you - what are you Seth? "
Shit ... the question that just would not feel done. Because he was with Seth? Well ... because he was sweet, was tender ... ok, it was also tedious at times, but she had retrograde ... in love with him, his hand so protective of her.
"I ... I do not think a thing about you ..." he replied angrily accepted the cigarette he had been through.



The cloud of smoke went out slowly from his lips and between Dante's face had appeared on his face ... perfect.
"Perhaps instead, somehow, my business is not it?"
"Why? You're in love with me in a day? You, me just looking for sex! "Because he was saying that sequence of words poisoned? He did not know, knew only that he had to defend itself and that the power exercised.
did not have to look into his eyes, he had to do it ... but he had almost forced him and lifted his face before they can even think he had kissed her. An almost violent kiss, a kiss fierce, hard ...
A wonderful kiss that had managed to bring down any defense, any strength. Had put down their arms and now he was there, his arms, with his mouth close to her ready to surrender to him.
"It's not just the sex I'm looking for you ... - he said panting talking to a few millimeters from his lips - that if I tried, believe me, there's sure to be ... you're different."
It was officially her ... did not want to hear anything, he did not know anything else. That kiss and those words were more than enough to sell it, get it to fall into the trap of passion.



He grabbed my hand tightly interlocking the fingers of those exiles who had left for Rene to drive out of that apartment, oblivious that someone might see it and understand that this was not an appropriate attitude to girl girlfriend ... but who cares! To hell with convention, he did not care about anything, too clouded by his personal nirvana: Dante.
not had a case where he was going nor should go up the stairs because it was demanded of three floors or so, now, she left to drive right into the apartment of Dante.
was the instinct that dominated his actions ... the instincts, the instincts.
He had always wondered: What is civilization if not the suppression of human instincts?
Now those instincts were right who were manipulating his every move ... it was instinct that led her to raise a hand against the jaw of Dante that was set .... He had stroked her hand up and then sinking in the darkness of her hair.
was the instinct that had ordered her to get in tip-toe and to bring those lips against his ...
His instinct led by Dante. His being a deeper, more hidden the gate to Dante. He wanted to Dante.



He felt his body, perfect in all its forms, from the tense sexual tension that had risen in the room ... and yet it was only a kiss, a kiss, but sometimes, it means much more than a 'purpose' on the floor for two hours straight ... a kiss is worth more than anything else. The feeling is
kiss, the kiss is the heart of ... sex is another thing.
He had left to do as she led the dangerous game where he put his life at stake, at least one who knew so far, no reason, the brain had gone completely, leaving room only natural to the character of man.
Then he was moved, lightning, had close to him with one arm while his other held her face imprisoning even more confused in the vortex of pleasure and expectation.
They had never stopped looking for each other's lips the other, even when they moved to the bed, where Dante had brought upon him by joining the pelvis to his quivering body. All
overshadowed everything ... except that desire almost tangible.
kisses and caresses ... more and more demanding, more and more bold and voracious. Rene
had laid hands on her breasts and pulling down on the bed. She had stopped as well, standing in front of him lying on those sheets already half undone.



"Please do not tell me you want to leave ... now go crazy," he mumbled he still totally bewildered by the overwhelming passion they were experiencing.
Oh, but she had no desire to leave ... now had brought the apple tree ... at this point could also bite and savor the flavor down into the throat filling her body.
"I have no intention," he whispered while with one hand, he slid the zipper of her dress ... and it takes a few seconds, slow and sensual, was danced to the ground stroking her olive complexion.
was blessed that look almost lost, totally enraptured by the body that was in front. Breast flourishing, outlined the shoulders, the waist, hips and two legs soft mileage that were more attractive than any temptation. It was not long before
past that Renee felt taken for life and overwhelm the body's muscular and lean Dante was now even more excited.
And it was the animal instinct, basic instinct, the primal instinct to push it to accept it within her to a climax of passion and pleasure.



Shit! What the fuck did he do?!
Metre ran up the stairs almost could not breathe, still stunned by quegl'intensi moments just lived.
was practically ran away from home of Dante, once they had arrived at the height function in the brain had returned, he grabbed his clothes, had slipped loose and ran away to a Greeting stuttering.
He felt the tears press against your eyes ... what the hell did he do? Why the hell did he do?
hung in front of his door ... looked at the time in the dispaly ìascensore laid over the past ... the 3 ... and now as he would have explained to Seth? How could watch it again in eyes?!
hands trembled as he turned the key in the lock, hoping only that he was sleeping ... he could not face it now, what would she say? What would he do?
Shit! What a shitty situation ... because he had left the apartment to bring Dante.
In a flash he had lost his face appeared to him when she left the house as if it were the plague.
He felt guilty even to Dante, was not enough guilt to Seth!
It had slipped my shoes from the feet to prevent any noise and slowly opened the bedroom door ...



the lamp was on ... and he was awake, a book in his hands.
closed his eyes, breathing deeply and chased him off that he wanted to cry inside.
"You were late ..." Seth looked at her, but there was anger in her face as she had expected.
"I'm sorry," she stammered as she got off the habit.
gesture that had caused a flash back to another era when you marched in front of Dante ... just had to stop thinking, Dante had to take off from the head, from within, from the heart.
had Seth, she loved Seth curse! He quickly slipped
pajama shorts and wore a vest, had not the courage to look at it and, avoiding his gaze, she had brought under the covers beside him.



But he felt the eyes of Seth, who studied it, that you would have seen peering ... maybe even his betrayal.
He noticed the redness of the cheeks? He noted in his green eyes in a different light? He did not know but I hope not.
"I'm sorry ... I should first understand that janimar is your best friend is that it's just that you're the next ... I was an asshole!"
No, no, no! He could not apologize! Why should he be so damn cute? He had to insult her, was what he deserved. A thick had passed through the stomach.
"... really does not matter, I am not angry, just looked at him before returning him to his back .. did not do it out of spite, but could not really embrace it or watch it as if nothing had happened because, hell, something had happened ... and it was not sex, was much more, much more. It was something that could not explain or did not want to explain. In any case he knew that Dante had not had sex ... in some twisted way he made love.



"Come here ... - had passed an arm around her and forcing her to turn around, imbrazzata, had laid a hand on his chest - there I thought tonight ... and if I do not want to miss this house is important to you we'll be here, "... should not say it here! He had to force her to live in that hovel, he deserved it now.
That bitch that was! It was an unworthy person ... that would tell his mother? His father? O Sakya his grandfather? And grandma and grandpa Sophia Devon? What would they think of her if they knew? That was a bad person.
"You're too good to me ...", that phrase was spoken by the cast, unable to contain it.
"I love you Rene ... I'm no good, I'm just madly in love with you"
From bad to worse!
"I ...", he hoped he did not make the case that it was limited to one too. She knew she loved him but had not come natural to say ... at least not at that time. He felt as lies, as terrible humiliation for him and she did not want.



She had seen him fall from his lips ... and nearly fainted when the kiss had come. It was all so different ... he could not stop comparing every move to Dante and Seth Seth, alas, always came out defeated.
could not make love with Seth, not now, not after that Dante had been inside her.
"I'm tired," he said laying a hand on his chest to block it. He was unconvinced
smile, that smile that is a wrong sort of bitter smile, mixed with disappointment.

If only he knew ... "I wish you good night darling ..." she had kissed his forehead and was lowered onto the pillow while clasping her, in a fetal position, had turned his back to hide the tears that wet the pillow of remorse .



When she woke in the morning, he felt cold beside her, Seth was getting up a bit '.
He opened one eye and she felt relieved not to find it next to her. That night was hell ... Dante, Dante, Dante ... as always. Obsession! And then hours
Seth, Seth, Seth ... Seth ... Dante. It was turned over placid
between the covers crisp, it was nice to sit outside in the bed while the leaden sky grumbled with the drops that you threw against the glass, creating a hypnotic rhythmic and relaxing.
But as he closed his eyes again saw the pictures of the previous night in his head. So he was forced to open them.
The clock on the screen half past twelve p.m. marked red ... it was very late!
sleepily got up out of bed unwillingly, leaving the room to go into the living room. If he still felt bewildered and not connect.
It was against the wall as he watched Seth, sitting on the couch holding the brochure.



"Hello ..." he smiled and went to sit beside him.
"You could wake up ..."
"I slept so well, I did not want to bother you." Instinctively
was close to him, leaving embrace gently ... do not deserve it, he did not deserve this.
"What are you looking at?" He asked peering between the sheets in his hand.
"I was thinking ... if we left a weekend? what do you say? Just you and me "She got up immediately
look at him and smiled ... it was left to explain the destination ... was a really nice place ... "I just have to inform me how I can arrange with the work."



At that moment the bell had sounded.
"I'll go," he mumbled, getting up reluctantly and Rene dragging their feet to the door.
Seth had scrutinized quiet man who had entered the room.
"Jeremy! Hello, "she squealed Rene sincerely happy to see a dear friend.
"What brings you here?"
"Hey, always beautiful, as always, eh! - Had shifted their gaze on a smile exposing Seth - Seth hello! "
Rene was still staring at him, curious to know why he went to his house.
"I'll cut to the chase ... I need a favor ..."
"What kind of favor?"
"You just tell me so"
"Well, if you tell me what it is ..."
"I definitely need some that position for an advertising service on my latest collection of fashion ... and I need you, the model who took it had chicken pox, and there is no other that works for my creations ... Rene, you're perfect you pose for me! "
In everything Seth had heard grunting, certainly disappointed.
"Well ... I do not know ... "
" Please do tomorrow morning I'll be the first photos ... péage and even handsomely! I tell you only that will be a number with four zeros! This is the end of a week of work ... "
Renee was left staring at the puppy look of his that if he had not understood, was a stylist rather in vogue at the moment.
was trying to figure ... a four zeros? Heck with that had no problem to pay the latest bill arrived and the college tuition .... Only Seth, would certainly not have agreed ...


*** SCENARIO A: DECLINE
No, although that money is an alliance perspective simply can not afford to create more discussion with Seth, he feels guilty enough for Dante to be able to raise the crest of the model on this thing. Damn ... the gnawing and sorry ... but reluctantly refused.

SCENARIO B: AGREE
In the end there is nothing wrong, it's a couple of photos of clothes on, will not show your ass to anyone. Mica should not make a calendar ... Seth is also well aware that the final bills are incredibly high and that she was working extra days trying to pay the fees ... will surely understand if you speak calmly with him.

SCENARIO C: ACCEPTED WITHOUT THE TELLS SETH
The thing is too tempting to be refused ... accept the job, but not now, not in front of Seth. He will call him later to give his availability. A
Seth will not say anything, he knows how he is and what this debate is likely to lead to the nth. It is only a white lie ... an omission!

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Another is creaking was a clear warning from behind the door of his room, Renee was still motionless in the middle of the living room staring at the door .. Fear had gripped his throat, tighten up the baseball bat still undecided whether to find the courage and go ... or do they move apace to the exit and get downstairs to seek help from Dante. It was
it was just another bump to decide! He started running and had opened the door to leave her apartment, had not even taken the elevator but had the steps two at a time risking falling down the stairwell.
There had been thinking too much, nor had he spared no time, he got a knock on the door that marked the last of Claim on the bell, while the finger did not press that, in fact, the intercom.



past was not long before he opened and wade surprised.
There and then, as he opened the door was left open-mouthed, almost forget about the likely thief in the room. Shit ... would bind the jaw to the rest of the face to not lose it ... it was stripped to the waist and the shape was nicely sculpted muscles under his own eyes!
"What happened?" Him, asked him a few steps closer.
"I think there is someone in my room ... I'm afraid I do not know what to do!"
As he finished the sentence she had seen him enter the house, grab a gun and insert in their torn jeans and abdomen.
"How did that gun?"
"I have a gun license ... but I'm going to see ... you stay here!"
She was impaled as she watched him disappear up the stairs going upstairs, his plan.



How to stay there? No, I do not think so ... had to ensure that it did not hurt!
He ignored the request for Dante to stay in his apartment and had climbed the steps. The door was open and inside he felt no noise. A slow and shaky steps
was close to the bedroom, still holding firmly his bat.
Shit, my heart danced in her chest, she was afraid ... very afraid.
had just seen the door open, a sign that he had entered ... the fact that there was silence was a good sign or not?
Slowly and cautiously he faces face inwards ...



"I told you not to stay under?"
A cry went out from his lips ... shit! He had turned his hand to find you ... Dante holding in his hand?
"he was the reason for the noise!"
Rene had watched more carefully what Dante was in his hand, a little owl who tried to escape from the grip.
"It was an owl? Only an owl? "
" Yes, exactly! "Smiled the first to approach the open window where he had freed and immediately closed.
"I told you to stay below ... if it was really a bad guy?"
"Well, I was afraid he could hurt you"
"And you think that if he could not have drawn me to hurt you too? It would have been dangerous "
She let herself into the chair, sitting ... and he had done so by taking a small stool in front of taking her to observe quegl'incantevoli with green eyes as she tried to find an answer.



"Yes, I realize, but ..." he was babbling ... every time I had around, he could no longer speak, he seemed stricken by an acute case of dyslexia.
"The important thing is that nothing happened ... "he finally ruled slipping his hands into the pockets of his jeans.
"Yeah ... I thank you for the help "
" It 's been a pleasure "... I said with a tone so fascinating that she had immediately felt the blood stir in his veins. He had approached her and her face was only a few millimeters away.
With difficulty he had moved away, rising from his chair, trying to gather the strength to not give a damn that temptation.
"Well, thank you very ... I let you go back to sleep ... things for you," while gesturing over his back.
"No, do not you get on ... so this time I will not kick off like last time. "
not watching him but it took long to realize that he was right behind her ... I felt the warmth of his body that he could feel on the skin . With an unexpected twist, she felt around her waist and the weight of Dante was pushing it on you ... ... between him and the desk had not perceived as a violent act, but ... it was even more excited to hear her tattooed body him.



"Do not deny it ... neither do you want me to go ... I feel how I look, how you blush every time you speak to me. Something fire when we met ... it is undeniable, "the warmth of his breath made her totally lose all reason, every piece of rationality had been driven away from that kiss, provocative, sat on his neck with his face sunk of Dante in his hair perfumed with vanilla. His hands were a reference to sin, and she wanted to be wrong at that time morality ... fuck, fuck it all!
Just as he had approached had heard off, flushed with excitement had turned to look at him bewildered. Why he abandoned? Of course, not rape her ... if he could confirm was that he needed, gliel'avrebbe date. He had a
hand resting on her neck, I decided to look into his eyes that were turned in at the time.
"But if you want I can go ..." he said finally, and take the door to exit.
No! Now you had to go, he could not! Would have died if he had not kissed!
Powered by a courage that even she thought he had reached it got run into the living room, too close to the exit!
"Wait!" He shouted as he stopped by the arm ... and was a second, a matter of milliseconds and the mouth of Dante was to cover the fleshy Rene ...



My heart jumped into my throat while stomach writhed under the touch that she had so longed for ... I knew it was wrong ... but at that moment there was no room for rationality annoying. In that instant when their lips were parted there was only going to seek to transgress the will to live ... the emotions that the other could give her ... feel alive in those lips, that body that wrapped under which the go into raptures.
knees trembled with every bite that she felt light on my lips now swollen from all those kisses ... it was dropped to the ground, kneeling as he had not let go, had maintained that contact between their lips as if it were unthinkable split, as if their lives depended on this same.



That kiss was an explosion ... it was a meeting of passion! Like a fire that is washed down with gasoline, which had emerged that he had been a wildfire where their bodies were slaves of that pleasure, that uncontrollable desire that made them burn more and more with every passing minute. For every stroke that gradually became more daring. For every kiss, less so.
Renee was in limbo ... I do not remember anything, not even his name ... just in front of her was that Dante was now down to kiss her breasts and then taking off the shirt ... it was the turn of jeans that she had literally kicked off.
It was a madness ... madness ... but at that moment did not care. He wanted to be his, he wanted to feel it inside.
Maybe it was too early to say and also out of place ... but would love it.



Impatient had extruded towards him throwing his hands on the zipper of his jeans that he immediately took care of loosing ...
kissed him on his chest while he pulled up to move it somewhere ... she felt the fall sofa. Their eyes were crossed again ... had remained motionless, staring at a glance that spoke a thousand words, they were saying things that the words were silent.



And it was then ... when she felt touching the hem of the slip, Seth's face had appeared before her like a slap, a fist full stomach! What the hell was he doing? No, could not do that to Seth, did not deserve it! Shit!
jerky was portrayed by Dante's hands hiding her breasts in her hands, her eyes fixed on the floor ... could not ...
He opened his mouth to speak, but no words came out. He had to tell him ... but just because the body did not perform? Because I wanted ... but do not want power, as the worst punishment?!
He was locked ... and soon his body had become cold, the heat was broken with the dismissal of Dante, who now looked in silence with his hands in his pockets.
avoided his eyes like a cat avoids water ... if he looked again he would lose that little glimmer of lucidity and Seth could not betray more than he already did.



"I understand ... do not need to say anything," she told him when, from the mouth of kidney, was released a guttural nonsense. He had seen
buttoning his pants, and soon after, his presence was no longer in that room ... and improvssimante had been cold.
She got up abruptly, had opened the water in the tub and we were stuck without even waiting for you ...
fill vacant gaze off into space ... could not believe what he had done, had covered her face with her hands while the wet hair clung to the skin reddened by the steam.
"What have I done?" Whispered constantly, like a mantra ... how to become really aware of what had happened just before ... still felt the burn skin and lips swollen from the kisses that had been exchanged with Dante. How had he even thought his name was immersed in the water holding my breath ... watching the ceiling by the water that made it all confused, not outlined ... as were his thoughts.



All that had solid, all his certainties, his beliefs, he had seen crumbling under the eyes and she had done nothing to prevent the break, in fact, had loved those moments of destruction and now, within, although she lacked did not want to admit it.
But what he said to Seth? She had stopped in time before the total collapse ... but she had wanted was gone, but not far away ... that was the difference in the end? Betrayed him anyway ... and the fact that the body still wanted was a more serious betrayal.
suddenly broke out in tears, she was dying inside, eaten with guilt.
She was immersed in water that was now gone cold for nearly an hour, weeping, before jumping on the bed and sleep while the wind blew the window at the gently caress, lulled into a sleep filled with nothing but Dante.



head exploded ...
Survived ... tonight, I May be going down
'Cos everything goes round too, tight, tonight
was turned all too quickly that night, was too strong, too fast and she had failed to stem the tsunami that had fallen on her, on his now shaky certainty.
"Honey? So you want other pasta or not? ", The insistent voice of his mother Ioshel had awoken from that sleep where she had fallen asleep, lost in thought had not even noticed that his father looked at her and her mother before brandishing a ladle full of ravioli.
"No thanks mom, that's enough!"
She had gone to lunch with them, but was not much company. As the morning was not helpful to the streets during a demonstration against the testing of cosmetics on animals. It was limited to keep loosely in hand with very little emphasis on that poster.
And even now he could not shake off the guilt or against Seth nor the desire spasmodic against Dante.
was walking on the edge of a cliff, where it was easy to lose your balance ... but had to remain standing and not fall off the cliff.
That night at the end survived, but perhaps would have preferred not be saved.



He wanted to call Seth, who had not yet been made to feel that day, but could not find the strength to dial the number.
had shelved the discussion for a while ', focusing on conversation with his parents remain in a fixed position decomposed as it used to be.
But his mother had reached the point when dried had accompanied her into the kitchen to tidy up.
"How's Seth? A Problem?
"Eh? - She turned to look at trying to take the most convincing expression possible - yes, yes ... all right, as always. I'm just a bit 'tired'
Ioshel had given up the dirty plate and had stopped to look at her, "Honey, you know it's true that you can talk with me?"
"Of course I do!", I really knew, had always talked to her since she was small and he knew that his mother would never have considered but only recommended. Only it did not feel right to say everything that came into his head. He could not explain even to herself, let alone to others.



the end he must have understood that was the beauty of Ioshel, knew when it was time to push and when not.
The last half hour had passed, giving a hand to his mother and tidy kitchen and dining room while his father peeped occasionally leaving a kiss to his wife and a daughter.
He loved his dad ... always wanted a man like him in his side.
had stopped to think about it half an hour when he was dropped by the taxi that had brought back home.
had taken the first steps toward the entrance without paying any attention to her surroundings, looking down and mind off the "I"-pod notes that the ear shot of Skunk Anansie 'You'll follow me down' .
felt the breeze ruffles her hair brown and then a stronger gust had covered his face, raised his head, parting the hair with his hand and then had seen him down the stairs two by two ... Dante.
The heart had suddenly stopped as his steps.



was stuck for a few seconds.
Shit! It was collected by quell'ipnosi he exercised over her ... it was a second in which he had seen his black hair waving as he descended the stairs easily, his eyes look magnetic in front of them safe and certain, her lips parted, and the muscles that darted under her shirt.
But she recovered and had driven the desire to run away from him and resume the conversation where it left off, had to think about Seth. Impulsively, it was hidden behind the hedge, looking away from that devil, the tempter and she breathed deeply understood crouched behind the green leaves quell'aiuola.



A roar of the engine is turned on and slowly going to disappear, more and more tenuous until he could no longer hear him.
Even then he started walking ... he was left stunned there, hidden like a thief.
"René !!!", the shrill voice of janimar had made sketches on the air scared.
"What are you doing hiding back there?", His arms crossed at his chest and his eyes raised to the curiosity while Renee was still with his hand to his chest trying to regain the natural rhythm of breath.
"Are you crazy? You made me die of fright. "
" I am mad? Not that I was hidden as Eva Kant. "
" I did not want to meet someone, that's all! "
" Can I get you? "
" Sure, "he resumed the journey with one of his best friends, if not its the best!
janimar as she was of Oriental origin and had known many years ago, the friendship that develops between the classical school. They were inseparable, and it was then and still.
As he opened the door to the house parties of the two animals were immediately welcomed the two friends.
"Want to drink?"
"orange, thank you," janimar was dropped on the couch in the living room while Rene came back with two glasses and a bottle of orange juice.



"It's disgusting," he began heaving a sigh as her eyes had become bright.
"What happened?" Rene had just laid a hand on his knee while carefully scrutinized waiting for a response. Now that she had left to go to the intimate atmosphere of the house janimar had darkened, saddened ... it seemed really a rag.
He sighed as he opened something, but had begun to cry like a fountain.
"Hey, Janma, what happened to you? Talk to me! ", But insisted ... was limited to caress her head resting on his shoulder, felt her tears caderle on uncovered skin of the arm.
"Lu-Luke - he sighed trying to regain composure - left me", as he finished the sentence, again, had begun to cry.



It had been so for almost all the half-hour ... be slowly Rene tried to cheer her up, and janimar had explained that he had simply said that he did not feel anything for her, after four years together, his feelings for the girl was exhausted.
knew what this could mangle her friend that, in contrast, was still very much in love with him. But Luke was a bird of the forest, so much so that he was already four years straight, was a classic type-night stand.
In a sense he did not feel to blame.
"When was that?"
"Two weeks ago," here is the ... this seemed odd. During the last two weeks he had heard and seen to make a drink ... but he had never mentioned to any crisis between her and Luke. Had told him why not?!



"I did not want to say it until now ... only you know, and I think, the thing exists, but not totally. E 'when you say out loud that it becomes real ... ", had confessed to biting his lip.
"Janma ... ... you have to let him take back the time to think, to make clear ... maybe it's just confused and then comes back, he said he not?"
"Yes, but I do not know ... I'm afraid that is not a lie that he actually has stopped loving me "
" If so, janimar, you twenty years! A whole life ahead! You have to live if he comes back ... all the better if he does, what he loses is "
janimar had raised just look at her looking at her with a lopsided smile and with such tenderness in her eyes.
Renee was taken up, ready to give a lifeblood to her best friend.
"You know we do? Tonight there's a costume party by Mark - another friend who lived right in the same building - we dressed up as something and we go home! "
" Eh? You really should? "
" Of course ... then you can stay a night with me! "
The face of the Beloved was immediately illuminated and, beaming, he had embraced before leaving with a promise to return in the evening.



was tired, he felt a shred of guilt ... the whole night sleepless.
He opened the knob of the shower, had slipped off her clothes and had slingshots in, there was at least half an hour before going out, dressing up and jump on the couch reading the tile of behavioral and dynamic Melanie Klein.
After studying psychology she liked, she was always fascinated by the human mind, so full of mysteries and so dark.
He devoured page after page, and it grew dark outside ...



So much so that even she realized, after hours of study, he dropped the book on the ground, asleep.
He had awakened that it was time for dinner ... or so it had to be given that the stomach began to grumble
... "Shit," he exclaimed as he laid eyes on the clock. It was 20.00 and in a couple of hours would come janimar to go along to the party and she had to have dinner and get ready! Damn!
A touch on her shoulder made her jump another 10 years ... lost in fear that day.
He turned and almost felt when fail again in front of her was found Seth.



"What are you doing here?" He exclaimed, casting ... maybe a cool head, was not really a bell'accoglienza.
Seth had looked grim crossing his arms to his chest, "Thank you love, you miss him too," he had taunted affected. Only then was charged
going to hug him, "I did not expect to see you here ... when you come back? I did not hear "
" We believe ... - He replied squeezing and sinking the nose on her neck - slept like a baby. "
He smiled and then she heard Seth touch the lips ... it was a second before the face to appear in front of Dante. Shit!
She closed her eyes stronger trying to enjoy that kiss so tasteless.
It was as if the night before he had tasted for the first time the chocolate spread and now, she found herself eating a chocolate bar diet.



was not to blame Dante ... so Seth had always kissed and made love has always been so passionate and not too exciting ... just before yesterday had never tried anything else. He had never tasted 'nutella' .
Basically it was never sex, passion, and to have it linked to Seth, he had a completely different way to win, to get love. She was sure of one thing: no one would have ever loved like him. None.
His was a way of emotional involvement ... not passionate, not sensual.
Of course, it was nice to make love with her boyfriend, but had never met and considered too, as long as you always eat fingers and nothing else, you can accept it peacefully ... but what happens when you one day by chance and error, you lick off a nice teaspoon of Nutella? Tasty, pervasive, indispensable? You want to eat pounds and are unable to separate from the jar. But she had to do it, had to return to his fingers until now had always liked.
"What happened in New Jersey?" asked entering the kitchen where he had started to cook something for dinner.



"It seems that the dust has settled ... at least for the moment. Will go from a marriage counselor hoping to resolve their marital problems completely, "he had massaged her temples with STAC and the air was sitting on a chair leaning his face on the table.
He continued to tell her about those two days away from home and she had tried to listen to ... and what she could well excluding the times when he felt the guilt devour.
It was noticed to avoid his gaze as if that would transform it into ashes, as if he could read the scarlet letter tattooed on his forehead. Instinctively if it was touched, as if to remove the annoying label. What a moron!
I almost had also burned the feathers too busy to remove these worms from the head.



However in the end she managed to look as natural as possible, looked at the time and was late ... soon would come her friend.
Shit!
She got up quickly disappearing inside the room where, shortly after, Seth had been reached.
"Yes, love ... we go to bed ... I want to rock a bit '", he told her, embracing her from behind. Fuck! He did not understand anything! Not was going to put on his pajamas, but the dress she had chosen janimar! Sure, he realized that was supposed to be with him ... but how did he pull that garbage can for her friend who had always been there?! Shit, merdaccia!
"I really ... - embarrassed and had started turning to look at him - I promised janimar to go with her to the party's mark, below ... why do not you come with us?"
"Rene ... I'm back from a few hours and I'm tired ... tonight's the last thing I want is to go to a party. "
" janimar But you left ... I can not pull the pack! "
" E prefer to stay with your friend rather than your boyfriend? "
" This is not .. is only four floors below the party ... If you just can not come back ... do not we just cuddle I'm late "
Seth had looked sullen ... had already figured out, there was still bad. But heck even janimar there would have been bad and now it was just when you need it, how could he leave her to herself?





*** SCENARIO A: TO BE FAIR janimar
Seth came back recently and maybe it is true that it should be with him. Not that it lacks the will, absolutely. But he knows from janimar when her child and, when needed, sending the devil is always racing commitments, children and family. Now it's up to you to be around and can not disappoint her. Besides, she was to propose to the party, how can that hold back just half an hour by appointment?! No, it's her friend, her best friend if not a sister. Do not betray the ... with Seth lives together, will have plenty of time to recover ... and then it was only two days away.

SCENARIO B: STAY AT HOME WITH SETH
Shit ... now how does it do? He's been hurt and if the party does not give it to him he will weigh all the following week. No, I reluctantly called janimar and tells her that she will take her to the party ... known to be a bad friend, but how does that make pout with Seth?
be with him for that night.