Baby Lock Grace Sewing Machine

I Did not Realize That Would Change My Life ...

Thanks to everyone who commented on the episode scrorso ... Also today I have to thank katheryan who helped me in times of block ... especially with the final choice
. The last time you guessed the right scenario ... I have become more stronzina
XD I guess I state that from now on is likely to be criticized Kidney Dante ... and I wonder, am I so want them xD
but nothing else and leave you under the cut. =)












"Oh my God ... Seth does not make a tragedy ... there are only four floors below!
" So have you decided? You'll go to the party ... If you have decided for the apartment? "
Renee was red in the face ... started to deteriorate and focused on the techniques of Sakya grandfather not to lose what little patience she had left.
"Yes, I have also decided that - he decided that opening the cabinet doors and giving it away - I would not be moving, do not go away from here and there's nothing you can say that will convince me of the contrary"
She had heard loud snort and then he blurted out, "You're a spoiled child, that's what you are!"
"I? Maybe it will be a fad, but this house is my ! I paid and I do not I mean ... you've decided to leave everything alone, you have talked to me? Sure, but I've really heard? No Seth, you've heard but never listened. You know I hate that hovel and you know how much I love this apartment, this apartment is for me a goal, a memory ... and I will not leave because you are a retrograde, livid with rage looked at him with eyes darting had slackened in five minutes ... all that was repressed during those weeks. He had to go over to Sakya.



"Well ... I'll be back after two days and this is the reception ... not only you care to deliberate what are my thoughts but insult me just because they gave me the retrograde want my girl show her ass to the whole nation! And not just ... well you go to a party! "
" You've been gone two days ... you are not back from Vietman - had mocked him, perhaps with malice ... but when she became so angry and usually, then, you repented - I will not leave you alone janimar just because you did not want to take the slippers from the feet, we can be together ... but the desire is passing me! "
" He's going to me, do not worry ... enjoy! I'm going to watch the game. "
He slammed the door so hard that he had struck a resonant frames attached the walls and brought down a book.
He had thrown down on the bed with his head in his hands trying to calm down ... shit! Why should he take all that bad? Why do not you understand?
She got up abruptly and had worn the dress hanging on the hanger ... had just finished pulling up the zip when the door was open, showing the smiling face of janimar.
"Seth made me go," he said closing the door.



Renee was immediately rush to embrace it and then get busy with makeup.
looked back Adolescents, piled up next to each other in the bathroom to give himself and the black eyeshadow red lips.
"What? Shall we go? "Rene smiled looking at the result of the mirror.
"Yes! I want to have fun tonight ... "
" Me too! "
" We must capture the moment ", she ran to get my camera resting on a shelf and receiving the self-timer setting ... and posing with her, had taken the photo of an early evening that he did not know, would never forget.



closer they came to the door and the music grew more intense ... and the more people grew.
had crossed the threshold and set a riot of people who drank and danced dressed as various characters, had materialized before them.
Mark was immediately ran to greet him, he was a dear friend, knew him from when he lived there and he had always given the straight ... it was just a great, a legend in New York! He knew everyone and was always on the trail as a new and local.
If you wanted to know where you had to go ask him.
"You have come almost there ... I was hoping that Seth let you leave home!"
is a negative point ... sometimes too much even knew her.
"Eh Instead, here I am! I'm not the dog's Seth! "He said almost angrily to soften and then respond to the embrace.

(the SIMM, Mark, did Claudiola ^ ^)



"Come on ... the alcohol flows freely"
"... I had no doubt," he had whispered janimar ear making her laugh.
Now it seemed the moment of the 80s where musicians like 'venus' or 'Africa' made the room vibrate with their pace.
janimar had just dragged the bar by taking two glasses of vodka ...
"Cheers ... and fuck the men!" He said holding up the cup and making collision with that of Rene laughed before leaving the go and liquid down his throat burning.
"But how many degrees has this stuff? E 'pure alcohol! "
" better ... so maybe it helps me not think about that shit! "
" We went from a Luke asshole? "Janma did not reply, merely to leave them a nudge on the coast before downing of the second cup.



had not insisted further, that the friend did not want to think too much for us that night ... so she had drained the second glass and then he started toward the center of the room where he had broken with her and other friends arrived shortly thereafter. The thing had become
also embarrassing when those fools of his group of friends who, incidentally, had been neglected because Seth was jealous, had begun to take it on the table singing 'Oh Le Le Oh La La Let us see ... let us touch'.
course had taken less than a second to get off the coffee table, purple. He hated that sort of thing and had taken just a slap on the back of his head that Jake was screaming most of all.
"Do not be an idiot!" Had threatened before being plagued by happiness and general to laugh like a fool.
Yes, he was just having fun!
"Wow!" He exclaimed as he had heard janimar made of stone ... he had followed his gaze and she was frozen ... Luke!



And he was he doing there?
He had to be a spectator to the minute where he had worked his way toward them, stopping in front of janimar, and dried, had glared at him.
"What?"
"Can I talk?"
"I do not think the right time ... I'm with my friend."
"Please ... just five minutes'
janimar she turned toward her with the typical look of someone who Calls for a tacit and she was of the opinion ... that would listen, something told her that Luke would welcomed the evening of his friend, he understood from his eyes and when he had other reasons to come and look at a party? Among other things it was not even disguised sign that was not there for the party but for her.
So he nodded. Janimar she turned back to Luke, biting her lip and nodding his head indicating to follow.
I just hope I have done well to give confidence to Luke ... that does not make things worse.



And now he was doing? A group
beside her was a few games in which alcohol, she was not going to participate ... walked through the crowd that moved to a wild time ... music reverberating in your ears.
And then something had settled on his ears planted with the notes of 'Reality', by Richard Sanderson ... she turned in front of him was lost and Dante. Shit! Cos' it was that scene from 'Boum'?
She looked confused, mouth half open in an attempt to regain a regular breathing that he did not want to get there.
Their eyes were fixed in each other and Rene felt his heart explode ... maybe it was a little 'kitsch gesture iPod ear with the music of the time for apples ... but it was perhaps the most beautiful gesture that someone had ever done with her.
could not speak, even to think ... and we failed even less when he felt the warm hand of Dante over her hip and pull him.





And just like in the movie had close dancing slowly, he leaned his head on his shoulder while everyone danced around like a crazy disco music.
A moment that seemed to never end ... just the two of them, no one else was present at that moment. It was as if the room had suddenly cleared and they were the only two occupants of that daydream.
A dream that came alive only when their eyes are crossed.
two of them and their private world made of flames that burn at every touch, even random. The chills on the skin, she felt alive as ever in his life. Viva finally felt turned on at full power ... only he had the keys.

'I met you unexpectedly

I did not realize That my life would change forever Saw you standing there ...
,

did not know I cared there was something special in the air.
Dreams are my reality '



Then silence roared in my ears ... never had hated the silence as at that time. He opened his eyes about him going to try those who were there, ready to welcome her into him.
Why whirlwind of emotions he felt when he was with him? Shit, did not have to, it was so damn wrong. It was an egregious error, he knew.
He felt his hands away from her and she was like a fist, almost a physical pain ... but he realized that it was better that way.
He lowered his eyes staring at the tips of his shoes ... he felt a little shy in front of her ideal man who did not know what to say and hoped to silence him to do something ... anything.
He showed no signs of her talk and, in respectful silence, it had slipped off the headphones handing her over to him. He had to go, if he had not have lost any contact with reality ... he knew it. Now know the reactions of his body when he was walking away from her.



"René!" Janimar's voice made her turn, had seen Dante take a step back and Janma approach her with a smile and embraced her, Luke.
"Listen ... do you mind if I go? I need to talk to him about some things. "I explained with an embarrassed look.
"Of course ... do not worry! Go ahead, we feel tomorrow "
" Contac "had popped two kisses on the cheeks and had withdrawn.
And now again had remained with him that he had not stopped a moment to fix it.
Shit, shit, shit!
"There's too much chaos ... now is the one ... I offer you a cigarette," he looked away from her for a moment, time to take a cigarette and take it between his lips.
'Say no, say no,' he repeated.
"Okay ...", here at last!



Following him in the bar that he felt almost unnerved by her lack of willpower ... it was not only soft, it was non-existent when it was the dark Dante Claim.
was leaning against the railing is cold, and still did not keep his eyes on him, too afraid of his reactions. What you say to a man with whom you almost had sex the night before?!
She did not know ... always had Seth, just Seth.
was not accustomed to such situations and is hated by the mere fact of living it now.
"So it's back ..." his voice was suddenly arrived. Because he had to remind him?!
"Can I ask you something? - Had not even given time to respond that he had stopped looking forward to watching you - what are you Seth? "
Shit ... the question that just would not feel done. Because he was with Seth? Well ... because he was sweet, was tender ... ok, it was also tedious at times, but she had retrograde ... in love with him, his hand so protective of her.
"I ... I do not think a thing about you ..." he replied angrily accepted the cigarette he had been through.



The cloud of smoke went out slowly from his lips and between Dante's face had appeared on his face ... perfect.
"Perhaps instead, somehow, my business is not it?"
"Why? You're in love with me in a day? You, me just looking for sex! "Because he was saying that sequence of words poisoned? He did not know, knew only that he had to defend itself and that the power exercised.
did not have to look into his eyes, he had to do it ... but he had almost forced him and lifted his face before they can even think he had kissed her. An almost violent kiss, a kiss fierce, hard ...
A wonderful kiss that had managed to bring down any defense, any strength. Had put down their arms and now he was there, his arms, with his mouth close to her ready to surrender to him.
"It's not just the sex I'm looking for you ... - he said panting talking to a few millimeters from his lips - that if I tried, believe me, there's sure to be ... you're different."
It was officially her ... did not want to hear anything, he did not know anything else. That kiss and those words were more than enough to sell it, get it to fall into the trap of passion.



He grabbed my hand tightly interlocking the fingers of those exiles who had left for Rene to drive out of that apartment, oblivious that someone might see it and understand that this was not an appropriate attitude to girl girlfriend ... but who cares! To hell with convention, he did not care about anything, too clouded by his personal nirvana: Dante.
not had a case where he was going nor should go up the stairs because it was demanded of three floors or so, now, she left to drive right into the apartment of Dante.
was the instinct that dominated his actions ... the instincts, the instincts.
He had always wondered: What is civilization if not the suppression of human instincts?
Now those instincts were right who were manipulating his every move ... it was instinct that led her to raise a hand against the jaw of Dante that was set .... He had stroked her hand up and then sinking in the darkness of her hair.
was the instinct that had ordered her to get in tip-toe and to bring those lips against his ...
His instinct led by Dante. His being a deeper, more hidden the gate to Dante. He wanted to Dante.



He felt his body, perfect in all its forms, from the tense sexual tension that had risen in the room ... and yet it was only a kiss, a kiss, but sometimes, it means much more than a 'purpose' on the floor for two hours straight ... a kiss is worth more than anything else. The feeling is
kiss, the kiss is the heart of ... sex is another thing.
He had left to do as she led the dangerous game where he put his life at stake, at least one who knew so far, no reason, the brain had gone completely, leaving room only natural to the character of man.
Then he was moved, lightning, had close to him with one arm while his other held her face imprisoning even more confused in the vortex of pleasure and expectation.
They had never stopped looking for each other's lips the other, even when they moved to the bed, where Dante had brought upon him by joining the pelvis to his quivering body. All
overshadowed everything ... except that desire almost tangible.
kisses and caresses ... more and more demanding, more and more bold and voracious. Rene
had laid hands on her breasts and pulling down on the bed. She had stopped as well, standing in front of him lying on those sheets already half undone.



"Please do not tell me you want to leave ... now go crazy," he mumbled he still totally bewildered by the overwhelming passion they were experiencing.
Oh, but she had no desire to leave ... now had brought the apple tree ... at this point could also bite and savor the flavor down into the throat filling her body.
"I have no intention," he whispered while with one hand, he slid the zipper of her dress ... and it takes a few seconds, slow and sensual, was danced to the ground stroking her olive complexion.
was blessed that look almost lost, totally enraptured by the body that was in front. Breast flourishing, outlined the shoulders, the waist, hips and two legs soft mileage that were more attractive than any temptation. It was not long before
past that Renee felt taken for life and overwhelm the body's muscular and lean Dante was now even more excited.
And it was the animal instinct, basic instinct, the primal instinct to push it to accept it within her to a climax of passion and pleasure.



Shit! What the fuck did he do?!
Metre ran up the stairs almost could not breathe, still stunned by quegl'intensi moments just lived.
was practically ran away from home of Dante, once they had arrived at the height function in the brain had returned, he grabbed his clothes, had slipped loose and ran away to a Greeting stuttering.
He felt the tears press against your eyes ... what the hell did he do? Why the hell did he do?
hung in front of his door ... looked at the time in the dispaly ìascensore laid over the past ... the 3 ... and now as he would have explained to Seth? How could watch it again in eyes?!
hands trembled as he turned the key in the lock, hoping only that he was sleeping ... he could not face it now, what would she say? What would he do?
Shit! What a shitty situation ... because he had left the apartment to bring Dante.
In a flash he had lost his face appeared to him when she left the house as if it were the plague.
He felt guilty even to Dante, was not enough guilt to Seth!
It had slipped my shoes from the feet to prevent any noise and slowly opened the bedroom door ...



the lamp was on ... and he was awake, a book in his hands.
closed his eyes, breathing deeply and chased him off that he wanted to cry inside.
"You were late ..." Seth looked at her, but there was anger in her face as she had expected.
"I'm sorry," she stammered as she got off the habit.
gesture that had caused a flash back to another era when you marched in front of Dante ... just had to stop thinking, Dante had to take off from the head, from within, from the heart.
had Seth, she loved Seth curse! He quickly slipped
pajama shorts and wore a vest, had not the courage to look at it and, avoiding his gaze, she had brought under the covers beside him.



But he felt the eyes of Seth, who studied it, that you would have seen peering ... maybe even his betrayal.
He noticed the redness of the cheeks? He noted in his green eyes in a different light? He did not know but I hope not.
"I'm sorry ... I should first understand that janimar is your best friend is that it's just that you're the next ... I was an asshole!"
No, no, no! He could not apologize! Why should he be so damn cute? He had to insult her, was what he deserved. A thick had passed through the stomach.
"... really does not matter, I am not angry, just looked at him before returning him to his back .. did not do it out of spite, but could not really embrace it or watch it as if nothing had happened because, hell, something had happened ... and it was not sex, was much more, much more. It was something that could not explain or did not want to explain. In any case he knew that Dante had not had sex ... in some twisted way he made love.



"Come here ... - had passed an arm around her and forcing her to turn around, imbrazzata, had laid a hand on his chest - there I thought tonight ... and if I do not want to miss this house is important to you we'll be here, "... should not say it here! He had to force her to live in that hovel, he deserved it now.
That bitch that was! It was an unworthy person ... that would tell his mother? His father? O Sakya his grandfather? And grandma and grandpa Sophia Devon? What would they think of her if they knew? That was a bad person.
"You're too good to me ...", that phrase was spoken by the cast, unable to contain it.
"I love you Rene ... I'm no good, I'm just madly in love with you"
From bad to worse!
"I ...", he hoped he did not make the case that it was limited to one too. She knew she loved him but had not come natural to say ... at least not at that time. He felt as lies, as terrible humiliation for him and she did not want.



She had seen him fall from his lips ... and nearly fainted when the kiss had come. It was all so different ... he could not stop comparing every move to Dante and Seth Seth, alas, always came out defeated.
could not make love with Seth, not now, not after that Dante had been inside her.
"I'm tired," he said laying a hand on his chest to block it. He was unconvinced
smile, that smile that is a wrong sort of bitter smile, mixed with disappointment.

If only he knew ... "I wish you good night darling ..." she had kissed his forehead and was lowered onto the pillow while clasping her, in a fetal position, had turned his back to hide the tears that wet the pillow of remorse .



When she woke in the morning, he felt cold beside her, Seth was getting up a bit '.
He opened one eye and she felt relieved not to find it next to her. That night was hell ... Dante, Dante, Dante ... as always. Obsession! And then hours
Seth, Seth, Seth ... Seth ... Dante. It was turned over placid
between the covers crisp, it was nice to sit outside in the bed while the leaden sky grumbled with the drops that you threw against the glass, creating a hypnotic rhythmic and relaxing.
But as he closed his eyes again saw the pictures of the previous night in his head. So he was forced to open them.
The clock on the screen half past twelve p.m. marked red ... it was very late!
sleepily got up out of bed unwillingly, leaving the room to go into the living room. If he still felt bewildered and not connect.
It was against the wall as he watched Seth, sitting on the couch holding the brochure.



"Hello ..." he smiled and went to sit beside him.
"You could wake up ..."
"I slept so well, I did not want to bother you." Instinctively
was close to him, leaving embrace gently ... do not deserve it, he did not deserve this.
"What are you looking at?" He asked peering between the sheets in his hand.
"I was thinking ... if we left a weekend? what do you say? Just you and me "She got up immediately
look at him and smiled ... it was left to explain the destination ... was a really nice place ... "I just have to inform me how I can arrange with the work."



At that moment the bell had sounded.
"I'll go," he mumbled, getting up reluctantly and Rene dragging their feet to the door.
Seth had scrutinized quiet man who had entered the room.
"Jeremy! Hello, "she squealed Rene sincerely happy to see a dear friend.
"What brings you here?"
"Hey, always beautiful, as always, eh! - Had shifted their gaze on a smile exposing Seth - Seth hello! "
Rene was still staring at him, curious to know why he went to his house.
"I'll cut to the chase ... I need a favor ..."
"What kind of favor?"
"You just tell me so"
"Well, if you tell me what it is ..."
"I definitely need some that position for an advertising service on my latest collection of fashion ... and I need you, the model who took it had chicken pox, and there is no other that works for my creations ... Rene, you're perfect you pose for me! "
In everything Seth had heard grunting, certainly disappointed.
"Well ... I do not know ... "
" Please do tomorrow morning I'll be the first photos ... péage and even handsomely! I tell you only that will be a number with four zeros! This is the end of a week of work ... "
Renee was left staring at the puppy look of his that if he had not understood, was a stylist rather in vogue at the moment.
was trying to figure ... a four zeros? Heck with that had no problem to pay the latest bill arrived and the college tuition .... Only Seth, would certainly not have agreed ...


*** SCENARIO A: DECLINE
No, although that money is an alliance perspective simply can not afford to create more discussion with Seth, he feels guilty enough for Dante to be able to raise the crest of the model on this thing. Damn ... the gnawing and sorry ... but reluctantly refused.

SCENARIO B: AGREE
In the end there is nothing wrong, it's a couple of photos of clothes on, will not show your ass to anyone. Mica should not make a calendar ... Seth is also well aware that the final bills are incredibly high and that she was working extra days trying to pay the fees ... will surely understand if you speak calmly with him.

SCENARIO C: ACCEPTED WITHOUT THE TELLS SETH
The thing is too tempting to be refused ... accept the job, but not now, not in front of Seth. He will call him later to give his availability. A
Seth will not say anything, he knows how he is and what this debate is likely to lead to the nth. It is only a white lie ... an omission!